» Wednesday, September 28, 2005
rightooo. got meself a job at toys 'r' us yesterday. got the fish n co. one too but that's like at parkway so forget it. soooo..i start next wk and i haven't gotten the schedule. murrr. and chandini happily came up with TRANSPORTATION plans if we all worked at toys 'r' us together. hahahaha. pls woman, i prefer my paul and brock and rolly so much more. i don't care if you spotted them first. hah!
rahrahrah. dance auditions tmr. hoping i can get in, no idea why. oh well. also...dance camp the next day. i so so so so so hope that i get into the same group as someone i know. ARGHH. somemore everyone in dance is like, a stranger to each other. so ya. let's all hope for the best. harhar.
today, visited my grandparents. had dinner at their place. yummay food of course. i'm a happy eurasian girl. niehah. and amazing race is just so fab. yall shld like take a look at rolly and brock. go to the amazing race website. they don't look all that fab. so that means...ya gotta watch the show! =D
k i'm off. TAAAAAA.
» Monday, September 26, 2005
Sum 41 "Pieces"
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
let's just say, this evening wasn't all that wonderful. and somehow, this song suits the situation i'm in. sigh.
» Sunday, September 25, 2005
saturday. i watched lords of dogtown! inspired to become a skater. or surfer. harharhar. but then, i still have my dance to focus on. ms lorencia kan and i are like seriously considering going back to ms sharon. even ms ong says i shld go back for training. anyway anyway, back to saturday. met ani and owen at bedok
(i wasn't in a very good mood: sorry to the 2 of you.). yea then headed to ps. blablabla. the movie is so cool. and victor rasuk is hot. -grin- visited my beloved besties MS SOONG AND MS BEINS at united square. saw bradley there too. and yea...hung out at starbucks with ani and owen. tried handling a SL-R. let's just say, i'll wait for photography lessons to start la. had to go off to csc after that and i saw some person at the coffeeshop. seriously got a shock. hmm.
so ever since friday, i've been reflecting and thinking about dance non-stop. took pics of my injuries. i just might put them up soon (def not suited for the faint-hearted). and yea. lorencia and i just had a chitty chat about going back to ms sharon. i don't mind. neither do my parents. does she want me back? HMM. and in the midst of all this thinking, chandini reminded me about getting a job. i so totally forgot i swear. hahaha. see how much dance influences me.
being able to dance in the studio the other day, doing kicks and pirouettes and what-not, it was so awesome. i mean, the only other time i did all that seriously was like, last yr? going back for ballet, i don't know what it's gonna be like. it's all serious and stuff but yea. i started off with that and i enjoyed it. modern, mum says i'm better at that. oh well. jetes, grand battements, pirouettes, i love them all the same. except maybe for the jumps. haha. but of course, i must not forget the friends. the people whom i've danced with for dunno how many years, they made the whole dance experience different. laughing backstage, outside the studio, eating at the cafeteria/pizza place/coffeeshop after classes. plastering our toes for pointe work and all that. i miss it. i missed my chance last yr. i hope i don't miss it again next yr. dancedancedance.
class tmr. i hope i'm wanted. hah. if not, there's modern in sac on wed. and funkamania auditions on tues (not so keen though). we'll see, we'll see.
